Almost done with one but ???? about the other

O.k. Today, I got an email saying that my 2nd clinical practice hasn't been found yet because the first place they had was not able to do it. The second was one that I am doing my first clinical with, actually it's just in the same building and the third hasn't responded yet. I have around two months before I start it and......I don't have a school. See, I can't use a school that I have already used for fieldwork and I am trying to avoid some because I think way to little of myself and I am afraid to try. David thinks that there might be a bigger plan in all of this but I am starting to get stressed out about it because of the "what if's". I know you know what I mean and I know I shouldn't be asking them but it is truly hard to not think about it. On a side note, this clinical isn't going....well like I thought it would. I guess God is showing me that he knows better and this is still his plan not mine. I know he won't give me more than I can handle but I don't want to set myself up for failure either. Oh what will happen next.......